I’m wearing my BEST butt jeans, my cutest shirt, my hair looks amazing, and no matter where i go looking like this, NO hot guys are there. I’m at WalMart, hair tied up in a bun, no makeup, sweat pants,old t-shirt, and slippers. and every time I turn around, HOT GUYS EVERYWHERE.
to all guys;
one, if i like you i’m not going to tell you. that’s just how i am. i’m not the one who is going to take the first step.
two, i refuse to text you first. if you want to talk to me then i know you’ll text me. if i don’t want to talk to you i’ll tell you.
three, i get nervous about everything.
four, i’m awkward, if that bothers you then gtfo.
five, come up and talk to me. don’t stare at me, its not going to make me think you want to talk, its gonna make me think you’re a fucking creep.
six, it takes me forever to open up to people, get used to and feel comfortable with people.
seven, i want you to tell me everything without having to think twice.
eight, i don’t want a boyfriend as much as i want to be your bestfriend.
nine, if you can’t get along with my friends then learn how to deal with it because they come first.
ten, for guys its bro’s before hoes. girls its chicks before dicks. to me its whoever the fuck isn’t being an asshole.
twelve, i’m going to do whatever i want. don’t try to change me.
thirteen, i’ve made mistakes before. but don’t base your opinion of me on everyone else’s.
fourteen, if your mad at me, tell me… i’m not a mind reader.
fifteen, dont “test” me. odds are i’ll fail, its either you trust me or you don’t.
sixteen, i don’t look for guys. and i’m not looking for anything until i see if you’re worth my time or not.
so there’s my range. idgaf what you or anyone else thinks.
basicly, in the words of taylor french..
In junior high, there was a kid on my bus who would always run home as soon as the bus dropped him off.
We would laugh at him every day. We didn’t know that he ran because he wanted to make sure his sister hadn’t killed herself while he was gone at school.
One day, he missed school. A week after, he was back. He stopped running.
this made me cry.
i heard about tumblr from everyoneeeeeeeeeeeeee.
i made one because nick thompson made me. i hate him.
happy: swing life away-rise against
sad: lullaby- spill canvas
bored: in one ear-cage the elephant
i’ve been really happy. i mean i know thats stupid but there hasn’t been anything lately that made me upset or mad or anything along those lines so i hope that lasts a while. hopefully it will.
this month i would like to accomplish a few things:
meet new people - since we just went back to school and all.
write a new song, since i haven’t in a while.
i want to over come one of my many fears, but i don’t know if this will happen this month or later.
go to pj’s with nicole and destini <3
go movie hopping :)
go to a show, maybe 3?
make a school year list of things me and bradley want to accomplish throughout the year.
dress up. lmao my favorite thing to do.
find a halloween costume, because thats my favorite holiday and i would like to be prepared.
right goals for next month <3 i know i’ll follow this one.
i think my family, friends and music has a big impact on me. but i think that my personality and the way i am came from some place else. i don’t really know where, but i’ll eventually find out.